Olivia In UK

tired.
do you know,what did I throw out the day before I left there?
一只牙刷，一双拖鞋，一个魔方，一个键盘，一对音箱，还有一个不知道该叫什么的东西。统统扔到百盛钟楼第二个垃圾桶里。just want these leave me as far as posssble,and near where you are.
I don't know why I am so stupied.all of the things,I have done.

可以写中文吗？
下午五点睡了，醒来头更疼更沉。
在床上想了好多事，心很痛，只是流了点眼泪。
心情变的低落。不想跟人说话。
不想强颜欢笑。为什么要让自己活的那么累。
我搞不清自己。真是个麻烦的女人。
想有人给我个拥抱，有人可以陪着我旁边让我痛快的哭出来。
可是不会有的。
我倔强的，不愿意在别人面前哭。
死活很要面子的。

是不是烧晕了，说话一点都没有条理了。

Lunchread, vegetables. egg and prorridge.
Supper:noodle with vegetable,tomato and egg.
After supper:icecream.
Before shower:cheese cake.
wow.
I have cooked noodles for the first time.It tasted not bad.I am so proud of my cooking talent.
I met someone online.That mared my mood.
Whatever.
Tomorrow is a nice day.

Well,I am here.
Cried loudly at night.
Missing someone so much.
I don't know if he is still loving me.Whatever,we broke up.
All I can do is moving on.
Olivia,you should have your new life.Of course you will.Never mind.
Everything will be OK,everything will be fine.